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Sometimes I feel like I dont... but I obviously do. This is a venting/upset blog, so feel free to read if you want or you may skip it... up to you.

Mark, Marcus, and I were sitting at the table eating dinner when my sister texted me:

Rachel: "Is your new family more important than your old one"

Me: "WTF why would you say that?"

Rachel: "Because you never talk to us. You didn't text me and asked if I had fun in Page, you didn't ask how my first day at my new school went, you live with them... and you argue with almost everyone with the last name robinson"

Ouch. At first I was furious, then I was hurt. I tried to call their house to talk to her. When I told my mom what she said, she refused to let me talk to Rachel and tried to defend her and tell me there's a diplomatic solution to every problem.

Whatever. My sister then proceeded to tell me I am wrong and she is right and that she doesn't even feel like we're sisters anymore.

How does she think it's going to be when we go to Minot? Hmmmm? Does she think I'm going to call every single day? Wrong. I don't even like to talk much on the phone. Seriously, why do you think I always text, email, comment, IM, etc? Everyone knows I don't love to hug the phone to my ear and chat about anything and everything (unless it's Phil).

Yeah, I guess I am a little pissed, a lot hurt, and partially stunned at her sudden poison of tongue. And it's still going on!! She's STILL arguing with me!!

Just now:

Rachel: "Really? Then why dont you live here?"

Me: "Because I cant get along with dad" (which is true... we really dont get along at all and it's just not worth the stress and fighting to me)

Rachel: "His last name is robinson, you argued with him. and you argued with me"

Me: "Have a nice night."

Rachel: "See you know I'm right."

Me: "You are not right and I'm not giving into this childish game."

Rachel: "Game? Childish? That's the only thing you can say huh and if you really wanted to talk to me you would've called my phone. Not to bitch at mom. It's not like she put me up to this."

And I am not going to respond. Seriously, I'm not giving in to it, like I usually do. Everyone seems to think that it's MY responsibility to call and no one should ever have to call me to stay in contact. WHY IS THAT!?!?!