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So as of this very moment, I am sitting on the large couch in Phil's parents house. I am currently watching Pride and Prejudice with Trish, Josh's new girlfriend. She's awesome, end of story.

And may I just say that Mr. Darcy, in a weird but strictly non-preverted way, is a total babe (but O N L Y in this movie).

Anyways... I miss Phil so much. It's difficult to be a romantic when my lover is not here with me. I suppose I can't help but feel a bit jealous toward those who have their lovers and would never think twice about what it would be like to go without them. Sometimes I want to gag over the most innocent displays of affection, which I know is wrong, but I really can't help it. *major sigh* Ahh but we knew this would happen when Phil signed up for the Air Force. Some days pass easier than others, but it has been particularly trying as of late. *another sigh*

I need a good book to read... preferably a long one which is part of a series in which all the books are currently available. This may take my mind off of missing Phil, at least for a little while. Actually, that's not likely, but I suppose it is worth a try.