` pfft yeah right ,

I'm sitting here, bored as usual, watching a movie with Mark. Grandma left today, Josh is out with Trish, and Debbie's at work... so it's just me, baby boy, and Mark. I'm missing Phil so much that it hurts. Like I feel as though I may become physically ill from missing him so bad. Is that weird? I think it's just a little thing called heartache.

So what to have for dinner? Who knows? Somehow I see pizza in our immediate future lol. I guess we'll see what happens.

And right now I am really frustrated. Everytime I give Marcus something to play with, someone takes it away from him and overrides my authority. Take last night for example... I gave Marcus a dvd case to play with and someone *not saying who* argued with me that he's not allowed to have it and took it away from him... after I told that person that I allowed him to have it in the first place. Also, last night at the Olive Garden, I gave Marcus a bite of my pizza. One of the people dining out with us decided that the bite I gave him was too big and that Josh would be better equipped to watch Marcus. HOW MESSED UP IS THAT?

Sorry... I just had to vent. Since when did any other relative override the parent?